this is the life i chose

not dead yet!

shadowenangel Feb 14, 2013 11:43

Close, but not quite ( Read more... )

this is the life i chose, the power in our frailty, broke and nerdy, update

Rational has left the building.

shadowenangel Jul 12, 2012 15:20

In my infinite dumbassery, I waited - as usual - until the last minute to order a refill on my antidepressants, only to look at the bottle and realize that I didn't have any refills left. Which means that I'll need to find another doctor. Which means that, until that happens, I'm going to be off my meds. (Unless I go back to the citalopram, which ( Read more... )

this is the life i chose, the power in our frailty, geek check

Or I could sleep for a week. That works, too.

shadowenangel Jul 10, 2012 09:50

Loki costume: DONE ( Read more... )

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"I'm pretty sure it's just a jelly donut."

shadowenangel Jun 22, 2012 09:30

Wow. Things have been a little intense around here, lately. Sorry about that.

The vast majority of my free time lately has been spent working on the Rule 63 Loki costume. It's SOOOOO close to being finished, and I am SOOOOO ready to be done. It's going to be amazing, and me and

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The Rainbow-colored Elephant in the Corner

shadowenangel May 25, 2012 19:16

I feel compelled to tell this story for a number of reasons. For one thing, I've never written it down, and writing things out can help make sense of things. Even now, eight years later, I'm still trying to make sense of this. Also, this story explains, both directly and metaphorically, so many things about my identity and (non-chemical) emotional ( Read more... )

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Rennered: v. to be distracted from your intended activity by images of Jeremy Renner

shadowenangel Apr 26, 2012 15:46

So, this week? Has been pretty awesome. What has made it so awesome, you ask? Well, friends, I'll tell you.

Sunday,

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barton's been compromised, this is the life i chose, costuming, geek check, style is a way of life

But that's not why we do it.

shadowenangel Apr 12, 2012 13:54

1. An update on my adventures in Depression: The Celexa was making me jittery, so the Dr switched me to Zoloft. The jitters stopped almost immediately, but the insomnia's gotten worse. It's only been a few days, so it's possible that's not related to the medication. I keep waking up after four or five hours and can't get back to sleep. Obviously, ( Read more... )

barton's been compromised, this is the life i chose, the power in our frailty, fangirl theatre

They think I'm some kind of deity.

shadowenangel Apr 03, 2012 18:32

I have some good news and some bad news (which is actually kind of good news). The bad news is that I won't be presenting my research at

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this is the life i chose, geek check, writing

At least there were no uniforms.

shadowenangel Mar 29, 2012 09:32

Oh dear gods. I had a dream last night where I was back in high school. Like, back in high school. I had already graduated and gone to college and everything, but, for some reason, I had to go back to my old Catholic school. Predictably, it was school picture day, and I had obviously neglected to put on make-up. None of this should be shocking, ( Read more... )

this is the life i chose, the power in our frailty, dream, geek check, game of thrones

blog: I'm too young to be falling apart like this.

shadowenangel Mar 27, 2012 14:06

I finally made it to the doctor yesterday morning, got all my bits checked out, got the number for the clinic's psychology department, and left with a prescription for citalopram. I promptly spent the rest of the day in bed doing exactly nothing. Well, not exactly nothing, but mostly nothing.

This is compared to Sunday, which I spent shopping in ( Read more... )

this is the life i chose, the power in our frailty